May 17th, 2006
Wanted:
by Miles Benson
Good listener who has little or no connection to me!

I’ve come to the conclusion that I need to talk to someone. I dont have major issues like I used to have…nor am I depressed…but there’s just alot of stuff I have to say that I need to get off my chest.
In order for this to work effectively…
-I need for the person to be a person who can just LISTEN and who doesnt interupt me at all.
-I need for the person to not be connected to me in anyway. I dont want the person knowing how I was in the past. I want the person to know me a little bit, that way there I feel comfortable talking to them about my life and the people in it.
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-…and it cant be a therapist because I dont have any money. So it needs to be someone that’d be willing to do this for free.
I could go to the same people I usually go to, but what I want dont want to hear is: “this is how you’ve been in the past.” “I know you.” “I know how you work.” “This is just typical Miles.” NO! F-that. I dont want someone that can say just because they’ve known me they can say that they know how I am. I need someone to analyze me using their own intellect and base an intellectual decision around what they find. I need a person that will listen and someone I can talk to where I wont feel bad about talking about people in a negative way or positive way for that matter.
I just need somone on the outside who can look in.
Good luck to me.
